August 23, 2010

so… what’s going on?

Yeah, I haven’t posted much in awhile, especially any Carnivale updates. Mostly this has been due to the distractions of summer and increased parental responsibilities. But there will be fewer Carnivale updates for a little while for another reason. I’ve been asked by the Nashville Review to do a story for their fall issue and I need to get working on it. They don’t want the story to be published previous to the issue date, so don’t expect any preview pages here. But I’m playing around with doing the story in ink and marker, like the images above. I’m working on thumbnailing the story out now. It’s based off my own experiences after graduating from college and moving up to Seattle, but it’s not autobiographical. Anyway, I’m just hoping I can get the bulk of it done from now till the end of September.

July 27, 2010

velluminous busts

July 16, 2010

ink and gouache sketches

July 1, 2010

Wonder Woman

So, they’ve created a new costume for Wonder Woman. Now she looks like an extra from a late 80s New Mutants comic. Or maybe she borrowed the jacket from the X-Men movie. I don’t read Wonder Woman, but her history and Marston’s philosophy really intrigue me. Wonder Woman is an Amazon warrior, so it seems to me she should look like one. Most often she looks like a supermodel, with big hair and no muscle tone. And in this new version, she looks just… dorky. Not the impression one should get from a hero with the powers of a Greek goddess. Actually, there are a lot of good costume designs out there, but here’s mine:

June 4, 2010

color is not the enemy

June 3, 2010

the succubus archetype

I was watching a snippet of a bad sci-fi movie on Youtube last night and the scene started with the main character, a man, making out with a scantily dressed woman. Yet just as they’re about to strip off their clothes and get down to it, the woman reveals herself to be an evil cyborg and so the main character pulls out a gun and blows two large holes in her head. Today, I was checking out the art of Paul Maybury (which I like, though he’s obviously heavily influenced by Paul Pope and Sam Hiti) and there were a few pages from a Conan comic and the same kind of scene occurred: just as Conan and the woman are starting to get intimate, she reveals herself to be a bloodthirsty monster, so he kills her. This made me think of how often this trope is used (the most memorable for me is in Wicked City). I’m not talking about monster women in general; I mean the specific plot device of having a woman who seems sexually available turn out to be a flesh tearing monster and the man then killing her. Obviously, this happens literally in horror, sci-fi, and fantasy, but the same basic trope appears in crime noir and spy fiction where a seemingly sympathetic woman reveals herself to be the main character’s enemy at the moment they are about to have sex, and instead of a petit mort there’s a grand mort.

The most common explanation for this is that it’s basic misogyny, that this pattern reveals a deep fear of female sexuality. While I can see that since this pattern displays an obvious lack of trust in women, I don’t think that’s a complete explanation. I think this trope is rooted in a fear of being vulnerable. If you are a heterosexual male, then that fear is projected onto women. In other words, I think this has to do with how masculinity is constructed.

Many people, such as Dr. William Pollack and Michael S. Kimmel, have pointed out that a large element in how masculinity is constructed in the U.S. is the fear of displaying emotion. Emotion is equated with weakness, which is also equated with being a woman. You can read the books by the people I link to above or you can just think back to your own playground experiences. Boys are ridiculed when they show any emotion. Any chink in the armor, any vulnerability, is immediately exposed by the other boys. So boys must be ever vigilant and repress the beginnings of any emotion. Obviously all this varies depending on one’s family, community, and biology, but it’s common enough that even mentioning it seems trite.

So I think this is what is at the root of this plot pattern in so many disparate works. In the trope, the male character is sexually aroused and is just about to get jiggy with the woman. Yet this puts the male character in a problematic position. To have sex, one has to vulnerable with another person. One has to display emotion. These are big no-nos in the über-male construction of gender. The only emotion a man is okay to exhibit is anger.  And so the male character pulls out his sword, gun, knife, or hands instead of his dick and does the only thing a man is cool doing–killing. It’s not the woman he fears or her sexuality; it is his own potential vulnerability.

Part of what makes me want to analyze this is that I like drawing female monsters. It’s not exactly the same thing as what I mention above, but there’s a connection perhaps.

June 1, 2010

redrawing notebook sketches

May 20, 2010

orange revision

I changed the background of the first image to make the figure pop out more.

colored notebook drawings

May 19, 2010

she-man

I drew this over a week ago and began to color it. Then I got busy grading papers and visiting family and so never finished the coloring. I may get back to it eventually, but I thought I’d go ahead and put up the pen-and-ink version. This is another version of the Masters of the Universe characters, this time adding more of my own interests. The layout, by the way, was inspired by the cover of one of the mini comics that came with the original figures.